ok this all started last year...I met this dood named Jasper...They say I cant fall in love at first site of him but thats not true...I loved everything about him...I wanted to marry him...but the thing is he was 16 and I am only 12...I loved something I couldn't have...But he loved my friend Crystal...So I thought...I always acted like I was never in love with him but I knew I did...Every time he looked into my eyes...I knew he was someone to keep...Few monthes later I fell in love with him so mother fucking much that he asked me out...I of cores said yes...haha...but I thought we where going to stay together and then my parents made me brake up with him...him the person I loved so I did...And everything was fine then...Roxie (my best friend) started dateing him...And I started getting jelous...I loved him y did I fucking brake up with him! Well I fined out that hes single again...I took advantige of that and made sure I got him back...Then I had to go into Rogers...the crazy mother fucking place thats supossed to help u but doesn't...I come outta Rogers and end up spending the night over at my grandparents house and everything...I thought everything was going to be fine...I call up Crystal tell her everything that was going on so she wasn't worried then...then she told me that Jasper doesn't go out with me he goes out with Tori...I never said it was over or anything...And I was pissed...So I called up Annies house...And started tlking to them...Annie had told me to tlk to Tori about it...So they thought I got abussed by my moms bf Jake and told them everything that happend and all that shit and there all like ooo...And then I started getting all mad cuz I hurd Annie on the phone with Jasper while I was on the phone with Tori...I asked her if she was going out with my boyfriend...She said nothing and then said sadly...yes y? I said cuz where still going out...I said that part very loud and she said nothing and hung up...And then i called up Jasper and he said y are u tlking to me u where in Rogers and I didn't know what so ever...I said right u really didn't know or u just dont wanna know or think about it u know what ....what ever i am done with u! And then like a few weeks later I brake up with my bf for him...he was going out with Roxie again! And i was so mother fucking pissed! I couldn't stand it so mother fucking much that I was about to screem my head off...then I started trying to like take him away from Roxie and Jasper said that we might be going out and all this other shit...I wanted to just tell him that I mother fucking give the fuck up but then i found out that he was just playing with my heart and didn't love me what so ever and all this other shit...I was thinking that hes just a boy and I will get over him...how can i get over someone that has moved on but I haven't...I dont mother fucking know but all I know is that Jasper is a mother fucking playing ass dick head that no one needs! I mean I love him but he broke my heart for the mother fucking last time! I am done with him!
-Arissa XP
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